That is the objective evidence as possible from that I got in the head (but I always had in mind, everyone has it) to wipe out the hard dirt of anger and non-compliance, to open the gates of love in all its forms.
About a year ago I wrote that I was going to Venice , now What a coincidence, it is repeated cyclically and in a couple of weeks we will again present the same situation, to say that ties remain firm even cement is ... and I'm happy to have changed:)
I wonder then, in this fragrant and beautiful avenue of life, some things
- What has changed and what is changing, since I started to follow this path?
- a waiver or loss I agreed to continue to walk this road?
- As I think others perceive me?
- What did I do, exactly?
- How I feel right now?
- What I still lack, what I think and feel I have to do more?
A
E 'completely changed the way we see everything. Now tends to be "IO centric" in the sense accountable, I will not ever try the causes of what happens to me or other external factors, because I see every day that what they are and where they are is only what I choose to be and where I chose to be, determined only by my thoughts, my actions, to me.
TWO
Initially I considered the sacrifices, As I continue to see them only as conquerors and as enrichment because of what I consider myself lucky: the usual food has been replaced why do not you bloody happy with food, sharing becomes more cheerful because I can give joy to others and not cruelty, "things chic" which I particularly wanted, objects, are increasingly taking its role as exclusive items, of which there is a users, who have a life time and wear and then I leave them without regret .... some time ago I suffered at the thought of parting with a book, now all I'm thinking of donating them to the public library. As just one example) instead of casualties
difficulty coming to terms, I still can not but consider them just the way I still live as a loss ..... many people with whom I had a good relationship in the course of this year and a half are disconnected, no longer shares any interests and habits, and for some it is difficult to accept, or find irritating my attitude as defined by the "peace and love" (in the pejorative sense, unfortunately) and therefore leave. For some people, although in recent months I have asked this same universe as posting my thoughts were in great conflict with their way of being, still suffer, but suffering is a remnant of pride and nothing else, that the affection remains, and I realize.
THREE
People who know me for some years to accept that I am fatichino is constantly changing, and perhaps also find it annoying if not unpleasant and often hazardous to themselves, "I think it is disruptive in some way ... the good that you feel need to deal with the changes of a person and you have to understand and decide if that person so you're well, it is also confronted with a completely different point of view that not many have the wants to address; people who have known me during this journey I see that I often find fun, relaxed, happy, positive and energetic, which is good because it confirms to me that I'm going exactly where I want to go, others find me Instead unbearably positive and joyful, so nasty ^ ^.
FOUR
I completely changed my life and the little everyday things, to put it in a nutshell: food (and still is changing, more and more towards the vegan raw); buy environmentally friendly as possible / bio / low-impact for all (food, detergents, clothing and everyday objects), kitchen and ecological ethics as much as I can, from food to tools, meditation, almost every day and move towards more love and eliminate rabies; work more relaxed, many, more and more days when I am well and are quiet and peaceful compared to the days when I have a burst of I feel discomfort or anger, love and understanding to everything and everyone, long way to go.
FIVE
semnpre I feel change in the discovery of new emotions and new peaceful, happy and open to acceptance for what I get .....
I feel that this is the way I want to go and walk does me good, I feel love and connection to the world in which transit .....
I feel that is what I want to continue to strive to do.
I am good, and good for the people I meet.
SEI
long, long .....^^ B.
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